So I’m not sure if starting a blog was the best idea ever. Lately I have been using it as a threat which is just sort of weird, I’ve realized. Picture me yelling out my window, “I’M WRITING A BLOG ABOUT THIS! I’ll have you know!” They're all claims of passion though, because by the time I’m ready to blog I’m not as angry any more. But it has gotten me thinking a lot about karma. I’ve come to a conclusion:I don’t really believe in it. I think that if you do terrible things, obviously you will have less than desirable consequences. And likewise for good deeds. So if that is karma I believe in it BUT I don’t think it’s an action-by-action deal. Sometimes people do mean things that affect me and I’ll think to myself, Ooooh just you wait! Karma will get you! (Or lately, just you wait, I’ll write about this in my BLOG.) But what if the bad things that happen to me are not just random things that cause bad karma for others, but rather MY bad karma coming back to me? Maybe I should stop thinking about Karma so much. "No good deed goes unpunished," to quote Wicked. Which I think kind of ties in with the idea that if you're just doing good things for good Karma, it doesn't really count.
Isn’t it fun when you bond with a complete stranger? It happens a lot here, mainly because there are so many crazy people around. For example, right now I’m sitting in Panera next to a lady who is laughing HYSTERICALLY. Nonstop. And it sounds like she’s been smoking for the past 30 years and that she is perhaps coming down with bronchitis. She’s listening to a radio program, I believe. And finally I sort of looked around, giving one of those, ummm is anyone else witnessing this? looks. Which often go unnoticed here but this time this old man kind of gave me this helpless look and shook his head and smiled. It’s nice to know I’m not alone in the land of normalcy. Yep, that’s right folks, I’m normal here. Okay and now she’s speaking in a foreign language. This explains a lot.
Okayyy that is all I have to talk about for now. Slash I left my phone in my car and I need to check something slash parking places for long period of time makes me nervous and I'm at Panera.
